Thursday, November 13, 2008

Another strike of incubus

My younger sister was murdered by the gangsters when she was on his way home from school…

Dominated by the dismay and failure to protect my dear sister, I killed myself, leaving alone our mourning parents…

(“The Mourning Parents”, sculpture by German sculptress, K├Ąthe Kollwitz, located at Vladslo German Cemetery)

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Argh…why am I having nightmares recently? This time, I was so shocked by the dream that I woke up from sleep! The image was vivid compare to the previous episode which mentioned about driving in the dark…

Am I influenced by the examination? I am not stress.

What about your recent living condition? As good as vacation!

Longing for someone? I am going home and sure I miss my friends and family!

Wait a minute, what are those going to do with your nightmare?

Well, who cares? As long as I am still able to write it down here, I assume I may interpret recent dreams, someday in the future……

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

A Weird Dream

I had a dream during 0400 hours today.

Before the dream slipped off my mind, I decided to write it here, in the hope that I can interpret it when I can.

I went to one of my female friends house in the favour of borrowing a car from her. I can’t remember who she was, but I did recall that she replied my request by handing me a car key of an old model Toyota Crown, which is something like this:

It was in bad condition though. (in my dream)

Without wasting any time, I was heading to my destination with the still-functioning Crown. I wanted to visit a site in somewhere which I don’t remembered. She asked to come along and I say OK. She drove a brand new black Perodua Myvi which was similar with this:

By the time we departed, it was twilight. We took an hour to reach the site but the journey was proofed to be vain as the thing that I was looking for was no longer there. (can’t remember what was it)

Before the day came to the total darkness, we left with despair. The return trip was dark and the road was so narrow that it allowed only one car to travel along the lane. I tried to switch on the headlight but the nearly spoilt car disappointed me and so I called her who was driving behind me to switch on hers, so that I had a better visibility of the road. Unfortunately, she reported that her car was having the same problem, too. We ended up driving in the dark without the light.

After several minutes, we encountered a split road which was not existed by the time we were heading to the site. As I was driving in the front, I decided to head left which ended up as a dead end. I turned back and made a call just to signal her not to follow my path. Before she picked up the call, I saw a black car driving in opposite direction, with the headlight on, and the car was going to the right path as if the driver already knew that the path I chose was a dead end. It was exactly the car she drove because I can see the number plate clearly. But what about the headlight? Wasn't it spoiled? When I was on the her track, she accelerated her car and left in nowhere, leaving me behind, who was trying hard to find the way home in the dark…

(without the light…though…)

Dream analysis, is one of the therapeutic skills in psychoanalysis. Sometimes I doubt, does the manifest content of the dream like I have dreamt can possibly bring out the latent content of my dream. If it can, I guess I have to figure out several items within the dream:

  • Who is that woman?
  • Why did she want to follow along the trip?
  • Where is the site?
  • What am I searching for at the site?
  • Why did she cheat me on the headlight?
  • Why did she left me alone in the dark?

It isn’t the first time I dream about being cheated by woman. I remember the previous episode was, been conned to kill someone I know.

Can you read my dream? :)

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