Friday, August 28, 2009


2 days ago I had a call with her after a long period of longing...

Besides the typical greeting and information about recent life, we discuss about our further study.

She persist on the study in Master of Business Administration while mine are clinical psychology counterpart.

While we were encouraging each other, she doubt about availability of equivalent or better quality romantic partner in future after her Master courses.


I'll wait for you
I sincerely do


Wednesday, August 19, 2009


Hurray! Doulos is coming back to Kota Kinabalu again! The ship will dock at Jesselton Port starting from 29th og August to 20th of September. Those who're interest in visiting this ship, do mark this date down! Let's bring knowledge, help and hope!

Can't wait the arrival!

o (> <) o

Friday, August 14, 2009

Semester Break…Workload…

The mid semester break is approaching…

I have only a weak to finish all my papers. Can I make it?

Clinical psychologist is expected to sustain heavy workload, according to a source…

So I guess I don’t have much choice?

Wednesday, August 12, 2009


I don't know what happened to commodity market in Sabah, but can't someone tells me why sugar supply was stopped, in Sabah?

About 2 hours ago, I heard my friend mentioning that each person was limited to purchase 2kg of normal cane sugar ONLY!


Anyway, I should cut down my sugar intake (cane sugar) throughout this period. Not to mention my 2kg weight gain...!

Saturday, August 8, 2009


Today is the first day I reported in my part time in 1 Borneo. I am glad that I finally manage to land myself a sustainable job as financial problem is one of my problem here.

Thing has both sides. With the allocation of my Friday and Saturday for this job, I have lesser time in revising and writing. As I am approaching the end of my tertiary study in, I begin to feel the pressure. I have more academic writing but shorter writing period. Now I really know how the feeling of a writer who is undergone deadline pressure by the editor.

This triggers my thought about my overall vocational preparation to be a clinical psychologist. Am I going to make it?

My academic writing skills do not seem to show any improvement and so does my critical thinking!

In order to be a clinical psychologist, intelligence is not all. Emotional intelligence, social aptitude, intentional interview skills, project management and communication skills! Have I done anything to improve them? Today I have disappointed my lecturer again! T.T

I disappointed my assignment groups’ members again and reaped the chance for them to contribute. I don’t mean to get a worst mark for my groups but what can I do? I even hate myself for thinking this!

What a minute, this is just simple student life and I can’t even handle those? How could you make it so far after you have overcome so many troubles? Arg….!

I hate myself for my stupid progress and my irrational thoughts!

I think I need help…

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